请英文高手帮我把下文翻译成英文。（不要翻译工具的，语法和意思大致正确就行了）

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高考还剩190天，自己的心情没有了以往的浮躁。今个星期三，小惠休假从广州回来了，回来的时候找了我相聚，那晚我们聊了很多事情。当她说到小雨的时候，她问了我一个问题，她说：你们两个是怎么回事？如果你对她有爱意就明确点。我沉默一回，我不知道该如何回答她。我承认我对小雨动心了，可是我不知道怎么回答她。坦白的说，初中的时候，我已经对小雨有了爱意，只是那时我还小，我只能把这蒙胧的爱意埋藏在心里，装作不在乎。三年后，我们再次相遇，我再次对她动心。我想向她表白，可是我又害怕，害怕自己给不了她想要的幸福。她是那么的优秀，而我却那么的平庸。可是我发现自己已经陷下对她的思念不可自拔。也许小惠说的对，你该勇敢点。是的，我不要留下遗憾，我决定要去追求你。不过不是现在，现在我不想影响大家的学业。明年高考后，我会正式想你表白，明确对你的爱恋。如果那时你已经选择了别人，我不怪你，我会祝福你们，那时我会再次把这份蒙胧的爱深深的埋藏在心里。说了那么多，你能明白吗？（纯属虚构，我现在学写英文情书，所以找高手翻译参考一下，以后上到大学写英文情书女孩表白浪漫点，呵呵）

Answer 1

It's only 190 days from University Entrance Examination,I have no .impatient and impetuous. Xiao Hui came back from GuangZhou in wednesday this week,we met and talk about a lot of things ,when she refer to Xiaoyu ,she asked me a question''do you love she?if you do,just say aloud". Iam keep scilent,I don't know how to answer her question.I admit I love XiaoYU,but I can't express my love to her,and hiden in my deep heart. Three years later , I met her again,still love her,but I'm afraid that I can't give happiness to her. she is so excellent, and I am so commonplace.
Maybe Xiaohui is true ,I am should brave and don't leave any regret,I am determinate to
pursue you.but not now,I don't want to affact our study. In the next year,after college entrance examination,I will express my deep love to you ,if that time you has already choose
any other boy ,i will still wish you happy!
Had said so many words ,do you understand? 或Still 190 days to the college entrance examination, I don't feel fickleness anymore. Today is Wednesday, Hui came back from Guangzhou, I met her one night, and we chatted alot of things. While she talked about Yu, she asked me,"What happened to you guys? If you love her you better be clear." I was acquiescent, I didn't know how to answer her. I know that I was interested in Yu, but I just do not know how to respond to her. in frankness, sinnce I was is high-school, I fell in love with Yu, but I was too young, I can only hide it in my heart, pretend that I didn't care. Three years after, we met again, and I fell in love with her again. I was going to tell her, but I was afraid, afraid that I cannot bring her enough felicity. She is that excenllent, but I am ordianry. But suddenly I found out that my love to her is already too deep. Maybe Hui is right, I should be brave enough. Yes, I shouldn't leave any sorrow, I am goint to tell Yu. But not now, I don't want to effect studying. After I finish the college entrance examination, I will tell Yu that I love her formally, show you that I love you. If you already with some other people, I will not blame on you, instead, I will give you two the best wish, than I will hide my feeling again. Can you understand me after I tell you that much?

Answer 2

Still 190 days to the college entrance examination, I don't feel fickleness anymore. Today is Wednesday, Hui came back from Guangzhou, I met her one night, and we chatted alot of things. While she talked about Yu, she asked me,"What happened to you guys? If you love her you better be clear." I was acquiescent, I didn't know how to answer her. I know that I was interested in Yu, but I just do not know how to respond to her. in frankness, sinnce I was is high-school, I fell in love with Yu, but I was too young, I can only hide it in my heart, pretend that I didn't care. Three years after, we met again, and I fell in love with her again. I was going to tell her, but I was afraid, afraid that I cannot bring her enough felicity. She is that excenllent, but I am ordianry. But suddenly I found out that my love to her is already too deep. Maybe Hui is right, I should be brave enough. Yes, I shouldn't leave any sorrow, I am goint to tell Yu. But not now, I don't want to effect studying. After I finish the college entrance examination, I will tell Yu that I love her formally, show you that I love you. If you already with some other people, I will not blame on you, instead, I will give you two the best wish, than I will hide my feeling again. Can you understand me after I tell you that much?

Answer 3

It's only 190 days from University Entrance Examination,I have no .impatient and impetuous. Xiao Hui came back from GuangZhou in wednesday this week,we met and talk about a lot of things ,when she refer to Xiaoyu ,she asked me a question''do you love she?if you do,just say aloud". Iam keep scilent,I don't know how to answer her question.I admit I love XiaoYU,but I can't express my love to her,and hiden in my deep heart. Three years later , I met her again,still love her,but I'm afraid that I can't give happiness to her. she is so excellent, and I am so commonplace.
Maybe Xiaohui is true ,I am should brave and don't leave any regret,I am determinate to
pursue you.but not now,I don't want to affact our study. In the next year,after college entrance examination,I will express my deep love to you ,if that time you has already choose
any other boy ,i will still wish you happy!
Had said so many words ,do you understand?本回答被提问者采纳